Where do we go? What do we do?

Setting a boundary or system for your work is tempting. What if it could all be so neat and organized? What if everyday I could wake up knowing exactly what is expected of me? The ambiguity of who I am and what I want to do is a burden on every thought. Could abiguity be an adventure through which my system is established? I guess so. One of the most important lesson that I have learned is that everything can be reimagined rebuilt or repurposed. Including belief systems, character, and especially conventions of getting things done. 

Systems can be hyper organized, quota based, or maybe the system is having no system at all. 

I am trying to use my brain instead of lists and do what is in my mind when it is there. =chaos and movement. 


Can events in life seem totally random and inconsequential one minute and then two months later become the pillars of your uniqueness? Or is bloodshot clawing effort in direct correlation to success? Maybe experiments of this nature are just far too long and the data forgotten in cares or new blood that wouldn't dare read the papers in your attic. The search for information could be invigorating in itself but shouldn't it be sprawled out somewhere for a pattern to be identified? Chaos offends and confuses, but to some the sound breeds melody. Having new ideas sometimes means clearing your mind of all ideas. Float in the confidence of who you are rather than squirrel for nuts that only add up to fatigue. Inside of you is a rythym and others need to hear and see what you are. Creatures wish to be nothing else. They never waste a minute wondering why. There is a drum in their hearts that beats behavior and their thoughts are smiling as it pours out into bird songs and lion roars.

Commence Blogging

What is a blog? I don't think I have ever read a blog regularly besides a few blogs about illustration. They are supposed to have some helpful or entertaining information in them. If you are reading this I hope you don't ever get bored.

P.S. I did help find a few capsules in Mega Man X