Where do we go? What do we do?

Setting a boundary or system for your work is tempting. What if it could all be so neat and organized? What if everyday I could wake up knowing exactly what is expected of me? The ambiguity of who I am and what I want to do is a burden on every thought. Could abiguity be an adventure through which my system is established? I guess so. One of the most important lesson that I have learned is that everything can be reimagined rebuilt or repurposed. Including belief systems, character, and especially conventions of getting things done. 

Systems can be hyper organized, quota based, or maybe the system is having no system at all. 

I am trying to use my brain instead of lists and do what is in my mind when it is there. =chaos and movement.